Deciding to come to Christ and live totally free from homosexuality was A LOT of work for me. There was no one testifying or any literature speaking on how this was done for lesbians. had heard of Sy Rogers which gave me the hope and strength the believe God for my deliverance. After 3 years of walking away from a very happy lesbian relationship and struggling to kill the old me I found myself engaged to be married and was excited and terrified at the same time. There were A LOT of red flags for my own personal challenges being that I had issues with men and my view of who they were even with my virgin God fearing soon to be husband but we both figured that with our obedience to sustain from any sexual activity no sleep overs or slip of the tongue kissing that once we said I do any red flags or concerns would be instantly placed under the blood and blotted out from my troubled mind. Well after a very beautiful wedding and honeymoon I found myself struggling very much with the role of wife and sexual partner so much so that I was really traumatized and over whelmed with my identity. I begin to have an affair with an old acquaintance
This went on for about 4 months before I decided to tell my husband fearing that I would lose what God had blessed me with (truly in disguised) I wanted freedom from the shackles I obviously still wore. Nakisha and I were introduced by Janet Boynes through her ministry when I reached out for help to save my marriage I was desperate and very fearful that I we were too damaged to continue not because of my affair but because of my scares that were extremely slow at healing and now leaking and killing my very new marriage. Through Nakisha I begin to identify with the fact that I struggled heavy with PTSD from my sexual abuse as a child and that through Nakisha encouragiing me to see a counselor that my husband was a trigger to a lot of my abuse being repeated in my mind. Nakisha ensured me that God is able to save me and my marriage. With every step, every doubt, hurt and tears she made herself available to walk me through each obstacle. When she didn't know what to say or how to identify with my struggle at the time she would simply just pray for me and my husband. She even called and checked on me and my progress with homework assignments that she would give me to help me progress through truly overcoming homosexuality and having a strong marriage.
She catered to both my identity issues, my broken issues and my marital issues. Because of my determination and my no wavering when it came to the voice of the Holy Spirit rather I liked it or not I did what I was told because I wanted JESUS and all that he came with for me in my life as a woman, a wife and at that time one day a mother. That was my hearts cry and because Nakisha believed God to do this thing for me she championed with me. I am now an ex stud who is a very submitted wife and the mother of 2 boys and I confidently say that 1 of the major reasons is because my big sister Nakisha stood and continually stood and stands with me to make me the best I can be for the call God has placed on my life for marriage and ministry. WE WIN!!!!
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