I am Nancy L Cabrera Chacon - Born and Raised in New York City . I grew up fast after I Was molested since the age of 10 by different men in my family. I didn't understand when i was young and my innocence was taken from me I started to react and rebel from not understanding or knowing why this was happening to me. I started to do all sorts of bad things like sneak to go see boys, and try to seek what sex was about at such a young age. I grew up going to a Private School in Manhattan, I lived in Washington Heights and my school was on St Nickolas Ave and 187 street - it was called St Elizabeth School. It was a Catholic Private School. Growing up I always felt different from everyone else I didn't understand why. I always kept to myself . I remember once my friend from across the street came over and as young girls experimenting with sexuality, we ended up touching and feeling each other in my room. My parents caught us and my dad gave me the spanking of my life. After that I started to take interest in boys, older guys would want to get with me. I remember this guy named Jay wanted to get with me and one night he sneaked through the fire escape into my room. He tried to have sex with me, but I guess it wasn't my time. My mom heard something and knocked on my door that was closed at the time and somehow I managed to sneak him into my closet. He forgot to take his jacket with him and my mom saw it, she asked whose it was and well I said it was one of my friend who I had borrowed it from - she believed it somehow. After that I never saw Jay again. My parents noticed the troubles I was starting to get into so they decided to Move to Miami. At the age of 14 years old when I got here I started to go to school and I found a guy who i eventually lost my virginity to. I can tell you if you are reading this and you're a young girl - sex is not all its talked about to be when you aren't married or in a relationship with god. If you are having sex with a guy who is not your husband - sex outside of marriage is fornication. I didn't know that when I was that young. I was seeking to find love by what i saw and by what this world showed me love was. Later on in the summer of high school I started to get seizures and I didn't understand at the time why. I was seeking to find love in all the wrong places. I got pregnant at the age of 15 years old. I started to have seizures as time progressed. I ended up having 3 Boy's during my marriage. I also had an abortion, because the doctors told me that her baby would have birth defects and I feared the worst. I went by herself and had an abortion, and later on I carried guilt and felt so bad with myself that things just went down hill. Not knowing who to turn to, I decided to end my marriage because I felt empty and the marriage was deteriorating, I Moved to my mothers with my kids. My life Spiraled into drugs, alcohol and the night life of clubs. I also ended up selling drugs and selling myself short. I became an escort in the streets of Miami's elite escort Agencies. I learned that money came and money went - but yet I still had that undeniable void in my heart.. The sexual abused in my childhood and the silence of never speaking up led to anger, frustration, pain, and depression. It was getting worse and I decided to visit New York to get away. While I was there my Ex Boyfriend - the Drug Dealer - got busted and I was out of harms way. His probation ended up changing my life forever. They went to a Church Barbeque where I accepted the Lord that Day as my Lord and Savior. Later on I started to feel different and had a thirst to see the Word some more, while my boyfriend didn't. Eventually we went our separate ways and I got closer to God. I learned to value myself and finally knew who I was. The Lord filled my void with his presence and love and ever since 2003 I have been saved. I am now evangelizing, seeking to share the Love that I was once seeking in all the wrong things. I want to help others in the sex industry see there is a way out, and also help Children who are being Trafficked all around the World.
A former tomboy, Nancy is now a proud to be able to see how God had made her a new creature.
In addition to her sons - Nancy and her husband have now welcomed a beautiful little princess to their family!