Jay Realz aka Bentley was who I was. The Gentlewoman that made sure that the ladies were respected in all areas. When I say respected I mean treated right loved and satisfied in all areas. Bentley was actually someone I copied. I was a huge fan of Farnsworth Bentley so I figured if he was a gentleman I would be able to put a twist on it and be a gentlewoman for the ladies. I grew up in a home with a lot of abuse. I was abused by my mother and in return she was getting punch on by her man. I at a very young age said that I would never be a weak woman like my mother so thats when Bentley began to get birth. My first attraction to a woman was when I was in the second grade. I was very in tuned with my sexuality due to the fact my mother and step father kept pornographic articles as well as had sexual encounters I would sneak and watch.
Sex was me and I were it. Hearing these things going on throughout the house I got curious. I remember at six I went to the kitchen and I told my stepfather to take off all of his clothes. I was just trying to imitate what I saw my mother doing. He didn't refuse so from the age of 6 to 19 I began having sex with my stepfather. Some of it was because I wanted to and some of it was due to the fact that I had to feed my brother. So yes I had sex for money. He taught me everything concerning my sexual nature. How to please a woman and how not to. When I thought about stripping he was going to be my manager. I mean this guy here literally was my in house. He actually made my come out story very easy because when I came out the closet at the age of 15 he told my mom to just accept me. That was going to be easy so I thought. My coming out was a little difficult because I didn't know anything concerning the life style. All I knew was that I was a woman that liked women and was comfortable in bball shorts tees and slides. My step dad convinced my mom to accept me for who I was but that wasn't so easy because my mom figured I should be girly if I was going to be gay. During my finding myself my Stepdads sister taught me what a femme and stud was. How they dressed etc. I lived this gay life from the time I came out at the age of 15 to about 17 when Christ was introduced to me through a dance in Los Angeles called Krump. I figured this here wasn't what God wanted so I tried to walk straight. But when I left for college that was a different story since my church family wasn't in my business. College was very few study sessions drunk nights and trying to turn women out was my motive.
I did only one semester of college then dropped out and came back Home and began working. I tried college while working but was addicted to money. I started working a security job with my step dad but I was sleeping with him to keep my job and my pay was awesome for a 19 year old. During this time I had a friend I knew since I was 15 I flew her round trip from Georgia to California all expenses paid. Little did I know she was going to be my girlfriend. I turned my friend out completely. The weekend she went back I went to Georgia with her. Within the next week I had moved to Columbus Georgia with her and her folks. I had no respect for God. Sex was had right under the nose of her mother which was a Elder in the church. I spent two years of my life in Georgia and there is when I broke rules to the gay community. There is when I said I was going to be stud for stud. No one understood why I would date studs. I didn't quiet care. When I left Columbus and moved to Albany for job corp thats when I met an ON brother Micky Wilks we ran job corp together. The club was us while he vogued with the guys I was on the women. We were partners in crime at job corp. I specifically remember me teaching my followers in my dorm room how to please women and how to get them to give the goods up. I was a true example of what you call a mysterious stud. A simple wink made a woman curious about me. My stay there was cut short because I dropped out and moved in with an abusive girlfriend that was a stud. Verbally mentally and soon physically. I had to get away I was no longer welcomed in Columbus because I just left with a woman without the family knowing where i was.
So I had to go back to Cali on the greyhound. My grandma was a praying yet dependable grandma. She paid for my ticket back home. I was on that bus with no money nor food For three days. Luckily God placed it upon this woman's heart to feed me all the way until I got to Los Angeles. I had to beg for money on the bus so I could at least get some chips to eat. Crazy but God had me the whole journey back home. I came to cali in one small duffel back two pairs of pants one pair of shoes and a few shirts. I literally had nothing to my name. Once I got back Feb of 2010 I was dealing with so much mentally. I went to church a few times here and there but May 10 2010(officially four years today) thats when God took me to hell. I remember that Sunday I took a nap and woke up in this dark black place. I stuck my hand out and couldn't see it in front of me. There were two souls next to me the one on my right was evil and the one on my left kept saying they didn't belong there. That's when I noticed that in the upper right corner a bright light that started small soon got bigger and then consumed The dark. I was able to hear God say now tell everyone hell is real. Through this experience I was able to feel heat outside my sleep the whole nine. Once I woke up I was shook I was terrified to go to sleep that night. I prayed a prayer that caught up to me. I told God if he brought me out please don't let me go back and die that way. The next day I went to church and denounced homosexuality. Throughout my process I was engaged to the wrong man fell into depression and self pity and back slid into an engagement to a woman. Dated a few more women I were never faithful to and then finally came back in right standing with God. I write this today to say my God has truly been a wonder. I am a miracle all by myself because my past says I should of died a long time ago BUT GOD! Today I walk free and I am an eagle that has spread her wings to fly. So Jay Realz aka Bentley is dead I no longer answer to that. The new creature I am is J'Tey Davis or simply Storee. I bless God for his Resurrection power because though what I thought was dead(my inner woman) he brought to life with a simple breath.
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